I am my worst enemy
My mind wanders far and wide
Most days this is good
But some nights, it turns against me
And the faces of the ones I love
Become the masks of the demons that torment me
I was never good with unconditional love
I understand the concept
Just don’t believe it
So I try my best not to need it
Same way deep inside
I trust no one
Not even me
Because I know what I really am
And I’m not that good
So how can I believe?
That you truly love me
That you will never hurt me
When I know
Inevitably I will
